what if? (open)

[Lily Potter]

Lily stood in the living room staring out the window. The redhead reconsidered her choice of marrying James. She had given to birth to 5 children, 4 were James's and her oldest Alex was Severus's. Severus, was her first love and the one she lost her virginity to.
Let's do the time Warp again!
"Damn it." she said frowning. James was watching the Rocky Horror Picture show again. Drunk. She hated that movie and a drunk husband.
JANET!
she hated him calling her that. She ignored him by walking to the piano and playing.

"Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine

'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know"
she sang as she thought of Severus.

[Elizabeth Potter]

Well, time to face the music. Her parents had been alerted to her visit to the hospital wing earlier this week and Lizzie figured a visit home would be a good thing. She got a leave from McGonagall and she soon left the school with a bag on her shoulder. Apparating into the house, Lizzie was greeted with a big hug from her father, who was only a little bit tipsy.

"WELL HI THERE!"

Elizabeth snickered lightly and gave her dad a pat on the head. "Dad. Go watch your movie. And sleep it off," she grinned. James nodded and jumped back on the couch, watching the movie and soon falling asleep. Elizabeth wandered into the other room as she listened to her mother play. Her ribs still hurt from the incident at school, but Dumbledore suggested she visit home for awhile until the Slytherin girls calmed down. "Momma?"

[Lily Potter]

Lily cringed at the yell of "WELL HI THERE!" Someone was here and her husband was Drunk. Damn Sirius Orion Black, "Oh Jim. how I hate thou drunk." she said before starting into another song. It was titled White houses. Luckily the house was soon silenced well Lily could hear James snore but he was not being the totally drunk Jimmy. "Mental note to self. Burn anything Rocky Horror." She said returning to the song, she soon heard Elizabeth her second eldest. " Hey Lizzzie, how is your ribs feeling?"

[Elizabeth Potter]

" Hey Lizzzie, how are your ribs feeling?"

"They're fine. Didn't help that Dad stormed the castle when stupid nurse told you guys about it though," she murmured, rubbing her temples. James Potter had been as angry as he was back when Elizabeth and Harry were children and he was fighting death eaters. He was definitely sober, unlike how her mother constantly insisted he was drunk a lot at home, and he had descended upon the Slytherin girls (assisted by Uncle Sirius as Lizzie's godfather, Remus, tried to calm them) like piranha. Thankfully Dumbledore intervened and James was sent home, but the old headmaster made a comment about how James seemed to be like his old self once again.

"What's the matter with you?"

[Lily Potter]

"They're fine. Didn't help that Dad stormed the castle when stupid nurse told you guys about it though,"
"well take it easy. Oh yes and your uncle Sirius and Uncle Remus helped. Good 'ol Padfoot and Moony. didnt Virgo Malfoy give you a nickname relating to your dad? I think you said she calls her self Padgirl and her twin Moonface." Lily said stopping her musical piece.
"What's the matter with you?"
"Im kinda reconsidering I choice I made, it's about your half-sister Alexandra and about professor Snape." Lily actually now wanted to see the man she actually still loved and wished she married. " I wrote a song about Severus Snape. Titled What if. I was singing it earlier when you arrived" she said getting up and hugging her 17 year old daughter who she loved dearly.

[Elizabeth Potter]

"well take it easy. Oh yes and your uncle Sirius and Uncle Remus helped. Good 'ol Padfoot and Moony. didnt Virgo Malfoy give you a nickname relating to your dad? I think you said she calls her self Padgirl and her twin Moonface."

"Yeah, Virgo has way too much fun with that," she chuckled lightly. "Apparently I'm Prongs Jr.

"Im kinda reconsidering I choice I made, it's about your half-sister Alexandra and about professor Snape."

"My what." Elizabeth answered flatly. This was news to her. Her mother had an AFFAIR?! MERLIN!

"So you regret marrying daddy...?" Elizabeth squeaked, stiffening in the hug as her mother told her these things. Now was one of the few times she did not hug her mother back. "So you regret having me and Harry?"

[Lily Potter]

"Yeah, Virgo has way too much fun with that,"
"Virgo sounds like a nice girl, unlike her parents." Lily said smiling, she defnitely approved of the Malfoy girl. She figured our the padgirl nickname. "Im guessing she is like Sirius?"

"My what."
"Half sister. I gave birth to her 2 years before your father and I got married. She is prof. Snape's daughter, Snape and I dated for awhile and after I made my choice of getting wed to your father I gave Alex to Snape."
"So you regret marrying daddy...?"
"At times I do. But I still love your Dad, he looked past my Mudblood status and loved me for me." she said very calmly.
So you regret having me and Harry?"
"of course not! I love your and your brothers and sisters dearly. I gave birth to 5 children, 4 are your blood and flesh and the other one shares the same mother." she said with teardrops spilling from her green eyes." When I married James Potter, my own sister refused to talk to me. Your Aunt Petunia."

[Elizabeth Potter]

"Im guessing she is like Sirius?"

"More like a mix of Sirius and Dad, but yeah. She eggs me on."

"Half sister. I gave birth to her 2 years before your father and I got married. She is prof. Snape's daughter, Snape and I dated for awhile and after I made my choice of getting wed to your father I gave Alex to Snape."

Elizabeth pulled a face, not happy with that realization. "Ew"

"At times I do. But I still love your Dad, he looked past my Mudblood status and loved me for me."

"Which is why you should still love him regardless of when he gets himself tipsy and watches that stupid movie!"

"of course not! I love your and your brothers and sisters dearly. I gave birth to 5 children, 4 are your blood and flesh and the other one shares the same mother. When I married James Potter, my own sister refused to talk to me. Your Aunt Petunia."

"I thought aunt pickleface stopped talking to you when you went to Hogwarts because she was shallow and mean and could not accept the fact that you were magical and she was not? Oh, and apparently she did not like Dumbledore because she sent him a letter and he still rejected her because she wasn't magic."

[Lily Potter]

"More like a mix of Sirius and Dad, but yeah. She eggs me on."
"she sounds pretty goofy." Lily said leaving the hug and frowning, She figured now Elizabeth hated her. She looked to the picture of her and all the Potter children.
"Ew"
"Im sorry but I was 18 and it was during a break up with your dad." she said looking to the ground in shame.

"Which is why you should still love him regardless of when he gets himself tipsy and watches that stupid movie!"
"I do. I truly do still love him, Elizabeth. In fact I can refence some of my adventures as a teen and young adult to that movie."
"I thought aunt pickleface stopped talking to you when you went to Hogwarts because she was shallow and mean and could not accept the fact that you were magical and she was not? Oh, and apparently she did not like Dumbledore because she sent him a letter and he still rejected her because she wasn't magic."
"That too. but she wanted to be able to have magical children also. Dudley aint magic so she still despises me like Alex does." She said as she reached into her back pocket and pulled out her pack of cigarettes.

[Harry Potter]

Harry had entered the house a few mintues later. As in then came into the living room and walked passed the couch. As Harry had a mad look on his face. He was mumbling as he walked the only thing that someone could here was " bloody hell.... Slytherins." Harry hadn't notice that there where others in the room. He was in his own world.

[Lily Potter]

WITH THE TASTE OF YOUR LIPS I’M ON A RIDE

YOU'RE TOXIC, BOY I’M SLIPPING UNDER

Lily sighed at her oldest Potter daughter, Lizzie was becoming incredibly difficult. When she pulled out her cigarettes she has a grouchy look on her face "Im going to relax myself." she said walking to the sliding door. As she opened it, she put the cigarette in her mouth and lit it up. She only smoked when she became stressed, she started at the age of 19 after she gave birth to Alexandra,she stopped until each of her children was born.
"bloody Hell...Slytherins"
she heard come from her oldest son's mouth. she finished off her cigarette then she stamped it out. "What's the matter Harry?" she asked him.

with a taste of a poison paradise
i'm addicted to you; don’t you know that you’re toxic

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WORDS: dunno
OUTFIT: hmph, well this is a nifty little link

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[Elizabeth Potter]

bloody hell.... Slytherins."

Ignoring her mother and rolling her eyes, the redhead caught sight of her brother after the muttering caught up with her and she skipped over to her "baby" brother, hugging him tight. "Do I gotta bash some heads in? What happened? If it's Draco you know I'll get right up on him for it."

The redhead was always protective of her brother. She was the oldest, and therefore she was in charge of Harry when she was little and she still kept him around due to her protective instincts. However, she did not want her little brother knowing about her kiss and relationship with the blonde Slytherin. The last thing she wanted was for Harry to hate her.

[Harry Potter]

Harry had stopped walking and looked as he then noticed the others in the room as well. He heard his mother "What's the matter Harry?" and then heard his sister. "Do I gotta bash some heads in? What happened? If it's Draco you know I'll get right up on him for it." Harry had made a face when she had said Malfoy name. "No, it wasn't malfoy this time.. it was a group of slytherins, picking on a 1st year. I went to stop them and things got out of hand." He told them both.

[Lily Potter]

Lily sighed "those Slytherins were always bullies. They called me Mudblood all through Hogwarts." She said putting her cancer sticks on top of the piano. She sighed as her daughter ignored her. Yup Elizabeth hated her.